--> Is it important for us to hear ourselves laugh or to make sure everyone else hears us laughing when we are in the company of something funny? I know we stifle that make-ourselves-laugh laugh, but I noticed on the train today when two girls were laughing really loudly that maybe it's important for people to hear them laughing.
--> I almost lost my shit last night - I had a serious anger attack. Anger of the worst kind - that uncontrollable anger that makes you want to knock shit over and kill a man. I often feel that anger when I have large rolls of paper in my hand and someone is walking too slow up the stairs from the subway. I imagine smacking them really, really hard on the head with the heavy roll of patternmaking paper. Or my umbrella. Or, hell - I'll take off my goddamn shoe and beat them to a bloody pulp - get out of my fucking way. In related news, I feel as though caffeine is making me particularly aggressive... more on that later.